04.03.12 [098] But then it stopped, and I was in the darkness.

Music/title: Cosmic Love; Florence + The Machine
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This is exactly it. This is what I used to do, and might currently be doing. The urge to be in control never really went away. I just swallowed it everyday.
I was told I should be a stripper in a joking way, but I’ve thought about it. And I honestly can’t see why I wouldn’t absolutely love it. Teasing and controlling sexual situations gives me a rush.
I’m not saying I’m going to go out and become a stripper tomorrow. I’m just…. ..I dunno. It just doesn’t seem like it would ever be a bad thing to me, and I feel like that just can’t be right.
Am I wrong in this?
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The glow of my skin is touching the whole photo. I love this.

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