Music/title: Dramamine; Modest Mouse
The past six days have been… I don’t even know.
Is this what I want? Yes.
Is this what’s good for me? No.
I have tried to do what’s best for me for far too long. Who’s to say I should do what’s “best for me.” My feelings might get hurt? What a load of of crap. My feelings are already hurt.
I’d like to get some pleasure out of my pain now.