04.22.12 [117] We kiss on the mouth, but cough down our sleeves. I still can’t focus on anything.

04.22.12
 
Music/title: Dramamine; Modest Mouse
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The past six days have been… I don’t even know.
Is this what I want? Yes.
Is this what’s good for me? No.
 
I have tried to do what’s best for me for far too long. Who’s to say I should do what’s “best for me.” My feelings might get hurt? What a load of of crap. My feelings are already hurt.
 
I’d like to get some pleasure out of my pain now.
 

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