Music/title: All Choked Up; Say Anything
[ And when I see him, I want them again and again… ]
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I want to give him everything he’s ever thought about having with me when we were just friends. I want to drown myself in the feel of him; the taste of his skin. I want to violently shake him, screaming and crying out, “I love you, take it all from me!” until I can’t breathe anymore. I want to give him children- This, the one thing I swore I’d never give anyone, not even myself…..
I’ve never wanted this before, why can’t I swallow these feelings now?