Music/title: Strangerous; Miracles of Modern Science
It feels uncomfortable to miss you.
I go somewhere we used to explore together- I think of the moment we once shared, I remember how we used to be… And there it is again. That longing for the friendship we used to have.
Part of me thinks it’d be okay if I tried to speak to you again.
[ Could I maybe swallow my gut instinct just this once..? ]
But then I remember the intensely crushing, hurtful feeling you left me standing with the last we spoke.
And I don’t.
. .. . …..
“It hurts to know that all I may be left with is wondering everyday how you are doing, and never actually knowing.”
/ / /
The small, empty space of you is still inside me,
echoing in my everyday life.