Music/title: All Choked Up; Say Anything
“Oh can you see me now?”
. .. ….
I felt the anger, the frustration all bubbling up inside me.
But there you lay- So small… So caught up in fighting your inner demons.
I felt it all melting. Felt the tiny strings of my heart pulling tight with each thought….
Fucking worthless- Piece of insignificant shit. …How could you?!
I closed my eyes, pressing my head against yours..
My hands clutched at the base of your neck.
I let my lips find you.
I felt your apathy. Your hatred. And I felt every demon.
…I kissed you again. And again… I felt your seclusion falling away,
And I felt you kiss me back…
Is this what it means?
To so strongly love that you cease your own emotions…