Music/title: #Grownupz; FEiN
“I’ll grow up and get sad.”
. …. .
If only I’d known…
I think of where I’ve come, and what I’ve done in my life-
As a child others would ask what I wanted to be when I grew up.
I imagine most children aspire to make a difference; a change in the world.
All I saw in my life was the horror of being locked in that house.
No friends. No family. No escape.
I would think, ‘Why would I want these complicated things they desire?’
For me, the common dreams were beyond grasp.
But, more than that-
I didn’t feel the hunger for them.
What did I want out of my life?
What were my dreams?
[ I suppose..
…Someone to love me. Someone *I* can love!
Someone that won’t hurt me the way everyone else does.. And… A home.
Something the complete opposite of now!
A place of my own to spend time with the person I love.. ]
Almost two decades later…
People ask me if I’m excited to be purchasing my first home..
If only they knew.
/ / /
Everything is fast approaching!
I can’t keep up with the days anymore, but I am doing my best to be here. To document. ‘Cause, if I’m going to post about any of the important times in my life… this is most definitely one them. ::smiles::
I also happened upon an hour of free time to capture these lovely two last Saturday afternoon.
Please let me know if you enjoy them!
( Click them for full resolution, as the texture is too lovely not to ♥ )