Baby if you don’t stand for something, how can you ever stand at all… (You’ll be swept back by the fall)

Music/title: Atlas; Good Kid
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This is out of character.
But isn’t everything lately?

I mean honestly, what hasn’t changed?

I tell myself I will be complete when X happens, but X never comes, does it?
We never reach the end; The course never goes as planned..

And we’re not the character we intended to become.

/ / /

I’m going to see Blake.
I haven’t seen him in years. Too many years.

Nervous doesn’t begin to scratch the surface. Fearful? Perhaps.

Fearful of the rejection-
Rejected the companionship of someone you once rejected yourself must surely be another level of torture.

But you wanted this…

So we wait.

zeebam