Music/title: Atlas; Good Kid
“She said she was nothing but eager.”
. . .. ..
This is out of character.
But isn’t everything lately?
I mean honestly, what hasn’t changed?
I tell myself I will be complete when X happens, but X never comes, does it?
We never reach the end; The course never goes as planned..
And we’re not the character we intended to become.
/ / /
I’m going to see Blake.
I haven’t seen him in years. Too many years.
Nervous doesn’t begin to scratch the surface. Fearful? Perhaps.
Fearful of the rejection-
Rejected the companionship of someone you once rejected yourself must surely be another level of torture.
But you wanted this…
So we wait.