01.17.15 [17/52] And I may search the world for truth, but it’s only another word for you…

01.18.15
Music/title: You Were My Home; Danielle Ate the Sandwich
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“You were a happy dream in a life that’s been nothing but a hellish nightmare.
Those days that I spent with you, they were the only good days I have ever known.”
~ Lucy; Elfen Lied

… . . ..

 

Everything changes this year.
For the good.  For the better.  For me.

 

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And I am found when I found you..

12.27.14 [14/52] She said, “Paint a picture on me, throw your dress up, and your heart away.”

12.21.14 -8
Music/title: Besitos; Pierce the Veil
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“I felt like destroying something beautiful.”

. .. . . ..

 
What is it really?
 

Is it this body? [ You tell me I’m beautiful, therefor I must be. ]
What about this photo? ..Is this what beauty looks like? [ I think it’s beautiful, therefor it must be. ]
Sometimes I get the urge to bite into flesh until I taste the blood on my lips.

 

Now that.

 
..Wouldn’t that be beautiful.
 

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Ladies and gentlemen, I introduce the selfish machine.

11.15.14 [8/52] So when can we fall in love again? ( When can we; So when can we ) ..When can we maybe be friends?

11.15.14
Music/title: When Can We; KYLE
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“I want to tell them what I believe because I’ve done the research!

So they don’t have to- 
So they don’t go out into the world and become one of the crazy, religious nutjobs. 
So they don’t become an extreme atheist.  I want to tell them what I believe so they can be happy;
So they can live their lives however they want…”

 
.. . …
 

Our day to day lives engulf the reasons we fall in love with a person,
But then there are moments like these.

And there you are all over again.
 

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When can we love again?