08.22.15 [48/52] Do you recall, not long ago- We would walk on the sidewalk… (Innocent, remember?)

08.22.15Music/title: Lean On (Major Lazer x DJ Snake feat. MØ cover); Miracles of Modern Science
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“We would only hold on to let go.”

. .. . …

 

[ Was it comfortable?
…Did you revel in the slight attempt of self destruction? ]

 . . .

I wonder- Am I merely a fake?
Like everyone else- Only after my own gratification?
I used to watch you pass by; judging so harshly the perfect sphere you found yourself within..

 

Hurting others for my own self fulfillment.
…How much better could I truly be?
 

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Blow a kiss, fire a gun…

03.14.15 [25/52] Take your time, and I won’t ask why… (You don’t have to be anyone)


Music/title: Fog; From Indian Lakes
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“This is what I imagine the exact opposite of dying to feel like.”

 

. . ….

 

[ I fucking love this.  Is this what you feel all the time?? ]

“No, but it is a good feeling.”

[ I almost didn’t go there.  I was so nervous.. I thought of every excuse as to why I couldn’t.  When, in reality, I was simply scared-  Scared to step outside my comfort zone.  Scared to put myself out there… To face disappointment. ]

 

“My policy is-
Punch your comfort zone in the face.”

 

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“You’re now stuck with that feeling forever..”

She’s a ten- I’m a joke in my own mind, but she still loves to dance with my punch lines..

08.23.13
 
Music/title: Not Your Fault; Awolnation
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I’ve never quite felt this way before.
It’s the same, but it’s different.
It’s more than just ‘I love you’ or ‘I really like you’..
 
I fucking want this.
More than anything I’ve ever wanted.
 
 
Falling in love with my best friend is possibly the best and potentially worst thing that’s ever happened to me.
 
I feel good about this..
 

 

04.16.12 [111] Can we create something beautiful and destroy it? This is my imagination.

04.16.12
 
Music/title: Disasterology; Pierce the Veil
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I’m analyzing every little bit of it, trying to find just exactly where we stopped working. I should be working on fixing myself. I think about these things, and it occurs to me… He doesn’t want me? Hell, he doesn’t deserve me. I can be greater than this. I am better than this, and he’ll regret ever not wanting me.
 
“Ladies and gentlemen,
I introduce the selfish machine.”

 
 
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Photo taken at DOW Gardens with my good friend, Blake. We escaped from our lives and submersed ourselves in wilderness with as many cameras as we could carry. ♥