Baby can you move it round the rhythm, So we can get with ’em to the ground… (Let’s go, yes? No, hell no!)

046
Music/title: Lone Digger; Caravan Palace
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“Your head has no right to say no- Tonight it’s “Ready, set, go!”

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I can’t recommend this song and music video enough..
There really is just nothing quite like electronic swing music.
And there really is no one that does it quite like Caravan Palace.

Things have been awful.
I am awful.
But I suppose we are forever moving forward.
Even when we don’t want to…

 

Who the fuck am I lately?
Even I don’t know.

05.23.12 [148] Whatcha doing standing there shaking like that? Ahh, well the boys are gonna tell ya what to do. Listen:

05.23.12
 
Music/title: Dramophone; Caravan Palace
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I’ve been doing nothing but listening to Caravan Palace and thinking all day. About anything and everything that’s been on my mind lately. I think I’m going to tell Jenny I love her. I’m not in love with her, but I definitely love her. She’s officially “my person” as of today. I put it into words and everything, even though I’m sure we’ve both known for months now. ::smiles:: She says I’m mostly adorable, and that what’s not adorable is made up of cute. I miss her. She’ll be at the world steam expo all this weekend. I can feel withdrawals coming on already.
 
The idea of my mother has been bothering me recently. Or at least she’s been on my mind, which is just bothersome in and of itself. I think of her, and I get angry, and after a certain period of time thinking about this I just get the urge to hurt. To be hurt. Like I deserve it. It frustrates me that she’s still making me feel this way despite our complete lack of contact. The fact that she’s alive just eats away at me.
 
Ross says it’ll probably be something that I’ll spend most of my life getting over. And then, someday, something will happen. Or something will be said by someone. It could be the tiniest of things, but that that’ll be it. Suddenly I just …won’t care anymore.
 
I’d love not to care about her. And we’re back to Shortbus:
 
 
“It’s hard not to feel anything in your life.”