05.30.15 [36/52] Ohh, love is a polaroid- Better in picture, but never can fill the void.. (How did it come to this?)

05.26.15
Music/title: Polaroid; Imagine Dragons
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“Your story sounds so amazing- I’m so proud of you for making your way through so many struggles and coming out on top.”

xox
dan reynolds

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Just when you least expect it, there life goes- Blindsiding everything you know.
And just like that, everything changes…

 

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And I am the color of boom..

05.23.15 [35/52] Can you save, Can you save my… Can you save my heavy dirty soul? (For me, for me, oh)


Music/title: Heavydirtysoul; Twenty One Pilots
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Isn’t it always this way?

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Most of the time it blends together.
Each session running into the next- But this… This time..
God, to be in that moment again..

Your nails digging unforgivingly into my hips,
My own body completely crushed beneath the weight of you-
Convulsion, after convulsion, after convulsion,
It’s always this way..

 

And I am never more complete, when completely without control.

 
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Oh, oh, I’m falling..

04.04.15 [28/52] Can you hear the silence, can you see the dark… ( Can you fix the broken? )

04.04.15
Music/title: Can You Feel My Heart; Bring Me the Horizon
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“Can you feel… Can you feel my heart?”

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Looks like this is it-
On some level I suppose I should’ve known.
It’s always this way, and somehow I think it always will be…

 

 

“I long for that feeling to not feel at all.”

 

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And I’m drowning in the déjà vu…