Music/title: Snowship (Thomas Jack Remix); Benjamin Francis Leftwich
“Your heart’s wired up to the eyes in your head,
and they’re flashing bright.”
. .. …
I look back, and I am reminded every reason my heart latched onto yours.
The reasons I denied for so long, now seem so very important.
Still, my chest swells and collapses within your eyes…
/ / /
“I was only looking for the treasure in the dark.”
Music/title: Holiday from Real; Jack’s Mannequin
“It’s funny how the colours of the real world only seem really real
when you viddy them on the screen.”
~Anthony Burgess; Clockwork Orange
/ / /
. .. …..
Music/title: Uma Thurman; Fall Out Boy
“It’s just like watching porn.. She would never *leave* me for it.”
. .. . . .
The desire is there, burning underneath my skin.
I can feel it every moment I’m around another girl. I so desperately want to reach out and touch them.. To press my body tightly against theirs, sinking my teeth deep into their soft flesh. I want to feel their mouth moving across my skin until it absolutely suffocates me.
I want. I want. I want….
..If only these things were as easy as they used to be.
/ / /
Bury me till I confess…