Music/title: I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy; Fall Out Boy
“You can’t cover it up.”
. …. ..
Is it normal to feel this much disappointment?
I mean, I know it’s fairly common, but this is borderline suffocating….
I keep thinking I can hold out. I can make it work!
..Only to be let down once again.
I hate them. ALL of them.
I hope the fucking cunts burn in their sleep.
Maybe I’m just jealous.
Jealous that I am not them.
Jealous that I didn’t stay where I belonged….
…Can I stop being an adult now?
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It’s so, so fitting…
Music/title: Uma Thurman; Fall Out Boy
“It’s just like watching porn.. She would never *leave* me for it.”
. .. . . .
The desire is there, burning underneath my skin.
I can feel it every moment I’m around another girl. I so desperately want to reach out and touch them.. To press my body tightly against theirs, sinking my teeth deep into their soft flesh. I want to feel their mouth moving across my skin until it absolutely suffocates me.
I want. I want. I want….
..If only these things were as easy as they used to be.
/ / /
Bury me till I confess…