Could you whisper in my ear the things you wanna feel? ( Oh, we’ll run away, run away, run away… )

12.31.13
 
Music/title: Slide; Goo Goo Dolls
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He stared deep into my eyes as he held me.
I was nearly positive he could see inside me.
That he could hear the voice screaming in my head.. “I *want* you to help me…”
 
I’d been feeling this way for too long now.
My emotions were unbalanced.
And he was too close to me… the scent of him almost unnerving.
 
.. . .. ..
 
[ How did this happen?
When did you change me? ]
 
“I didn’t change you, Bettina.
You just *actually* fell in love with someone,
who actually loves you back..”

 
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I could spend the rest of my life trying to describe this, him-
But it would still feel insufficient. It will never be enough for me..