Music/title: Brazil; Declan McKenna
…What have I become?
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Each holiday with him feels more as it should’ve growing up.
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I miss creating my little frozen pieces of time.
Admittedly, I’m considering another photo project here-
Show of hands who would be in favor of this in the coming year?
Music/title: Besitos; Pierce the Veil
“I felt like destroying something beautiful.”
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What is it really?
Is it this body? [ You tell me I’m beautiful, therefor I must be. ]
What about this photo? ..Is this what beauty looks like? [ I think it’s beautiful, therefor it must be. ]
Sometimes I get the urge to bite into flesh until I taste the blood on my lips.
..Wouldn’t that be beautiful.
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Ladies and gentlemen, I introduce the selfish machine.
Music/title: We Are the Few; Streetlight Manifesto
Isn’t it always the same….
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Meet girl. Attempt to be friends with girl.
Develop crush on girl.
Try not to ask if you can kiss said girl.
Fail at former.
Ruin friendship with girl.
There must be a reason I am constantly falling into this..
I suppose I’m not at the end, but it feels inevitable. One can only assume I will get there in time.
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I wrote you this letter, because we miss you here in hell.
Music/title: All of Your Love; Hellogoodbye
We never really know what we’re looking for.
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“We want what we can’t have.” ….It’s possible that’s true.
Still, I’ve been more content that I ever thought I’d be. And here we are.
Sometimes I worry that little switch will flip in my head. That I’ll feel discontent and unhappy all over again. And then I’ll be right back at the beginning.
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“What do you want to be when you grow up, Bettina?”
To be loved.
Loved people are never alone..
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For every inch we get we need a mile more..