Music/title: Young Robot; Dance Gavin Dance
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. ..
I thought I would enjoy firing her.
It was so justified, you know?
But here I am.
Drinking with Dance Gavin Dance.. Reminiscing in 2013.
What am I doing?
*sigh*
Two more months.
I can keep it together for two more months. ..Right?
/ / /
Music/title: Good Morning; Grouplove
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. . ..
I’ll never understand other women.
I’m just trying to be a manager, buy a house- be an adult
And they are just a bunch of dramatic bitches cry babies.
You’ll never get anywhere in life, if you don’t grow a fucking pair. Christ.
Ranting aside, yes!
I am buying a house. Or at least in the process of doing so.
HOW EXCITING! :D
Really-
We are beyond excited. We’ve been looking since January, and it’s picture perfect. Literally- I’m going to take a million pictures, because the house is a piece of fucking art. GAH.
The floors…
*sighs*
…Just you wait and see.
/ / /
p.s. A late 2016 selfie treat. ::smiles::
Music/title: Round Two; Imad Royal
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. . ….
“We loved you.”
.
I swear, in that moment I could’ve flown….
/ / /
There’s a clear purpose to it all;
There’s a goal.
The first step achieved-
And now?
.
“Round two.”
Music/title: Waves; Electric Guest
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. . .
More uneventful than most birthdays, I would say.
Yet, with the right company-
One of the best…….
.
Dear Arden,
I love you.
I’d take a gluten free snack adventure over gifts any day.
Bunches of love,
wifeo13.
/ / /
Music/title: Kill V. Maim; Grimes
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. .. …
I couldn’t think of a single trait of hers I carried within me.
Was I happy?
Would I really want to be like her?
I sure used to think so.
I haven’t thought of her in a while.
I haven’t needed to.
She could be dead with all the others as far as I know.
…Wouldn’t that be a treat.
Do you think most daughters wish their mothers dead today?
…Can you even stomach the concept?
/ / /
Music/title: Oh Devil; Electric Guest
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. . .
Two years since I’ve been here.
Surely you’d think I was scared,
But quite the contrary.
I know myself better these days than ever before-
What’s to be scared of?
I felt like taking something more.. harsh.
A bit of rough edges, to match…
.
What kind of girl are you now?
Music/title: Go With It; TOKiMONSTA
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/ / /
…Does this make me weak?
Music/title: Go With It; TOKiMONSTA
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. . .
[ Would you? ]
“Yes. ..If you really wanted it.
I would, because everything is for you…..”
/ / /
Music/title: Snowship (Thomas Jack Remix); Benjamin Francis Leftwich
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. .. …
I look back, and I am reminded every reason my heart latched onto yours.
The reasons I denied for so long, now seem so very important.
Still, my chest swells and collapses within your eyes…
.
…A ta?
Music/title: I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy; Fall Out Boy
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. …. ..
Is it normal to feel this much disappointment?
I mean, I know it’s fairly common, but this is borderline suffocating….
I keep thinking I can hold out. I can make it work!
..Only to be let down once again.
I hate them. ALL of them.
I hope the fucking cunts burn in their sleep.
Maybe I’m just jealous.
Jealous that I am not them.
Jealous that I didn’t stay where I belonged….
::sighs::
…Can I stop being an adult now?
/ / /
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Travel addict. Photography addict. Vigilante.
