Another day, another door, Another high, another low… (Rock bottom, rock bottom, rock bottom!)


Music/title: Roots; Imagine Dragons
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“I’m going back to my roots.”

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Perhaps this is how it’s meant to end..
Maybe that’s just it– Maybe we’re never really meant to know the outcome
our Oh-so-Irreverent choices lead us to believe we’re dealt.
My choices?  …..I fucking hate them.

Just like every other human on the planet-
I want my life simple.  Complete.
We want this cookie cutter lifestyle, but here we always are…
Dealing ourselves another round of cards, when the game is over and lost.

 

Do we ever really quit?
Is there ever really an “end game” like they lead us to believe?

 

Heh.

 

 

I s’pose here’s to finding out….

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Written near the end of last year, but god be damned- I couldn’t end my project on such a depressing note…
So here we are.   Updated blog, with non-uplifting thoughts.

 

More to come. ::smiles::

 

You’ve got a heart filled with passion… Will you let it burn for hate or compassion?

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Music/title: Killing For Love; Jose Gonzalez
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“Killing for love.”

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Now it’s 11:03pm,
And I know that I will be a different person by the end of this year-
A better version of myself.
 

Shouldn’t that be how it always is?
Mustn’t we always strive to become a better, more complete version of ourselves?

I used to think, ‘I want to be done.’
But now, I almost want the exact opposite… [ “May we never be complete!” ]
 
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Now it’s 11:11pm.
Time to let the chips fall where they may…