Music/title: Holiday from Real; Jack’s Mannequin
“It’s funny how the colours of the real world only seem really real
when you viddy them on the screen.”
~Anthony Burgess; Clockwork Orange
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Music/title: Polaroid; Imagine Dragons
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Just when you least expect it, there life goes- Blindsiding everything you know.
And just like that, everything changes…
Music/title: Fog; From Indian Lakes
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[ I fucking love this. Is this what you feel all the time?? ]
“No, but it is a good feeling.”
[ I almost didn’t go there. I was so nervous.. I thought of every excuse as to why I couldn’t. When, in reality, I was simply scared- Scared to step outside my comfort zone. Scared to put myself out there… To face disappointment. ]
“My policy is-
Punch your comfort zone in the face.”
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Music/title: Tongues; Joywave
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Every breath I take is a direct result of the past decisions I’ve made.
Every single thing is a direct result of the decisions I’ve made…
I get caught in this infinite loop sometimes…
[ What if I’d never gotten the job, or the one that followed? ]
[ What if I’d realized that girl at work was hitting on me, and ended up with her instead? ]
[ What if I’d never left at all? ]
It’s this endless, endless cycle..
One in which I’ll drown myself until I can’t tell if it’s spinning or standing still.
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I find it horribly amusing that I have no qualms in my lack of belief in a god,
But this… This is what really gets me.
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