Music/title: The Good Left Undone; Rise Against
There are still days where I miss showing off..
Except- Now it’s different. Now I get to show what I have, not just what I am.
What I have. What I have become. What I will be…
The whole world feels it is within my reach;
unraveling with each and every step..
…And I want it all.
/ / /
I’ll follow your voice, all you have to do is shout it out..
Music/title: Satellite; Rise Against
“I miss the ever living out of you.. You make me more happy than anything else on this planet. From the day I first met you I wanted you to be as happy with *you* as I am with you. And I want to be together with you for as long as I can. I never want to say goodbye and don’t think I ever did want to, nor will I ever.
And you’re right, this isn’t perfect. It feels so much better than that. We have found the person that brings out our darkness and at same time calms it. And I still don’t 100% understand it all. I just know that I want this. And while I would have moved heaven and earth to get it a year ago.. Now it’s just happening. And it is falling into place like it has been there all along.”
/ / /
Ross moved out.
These are sitting by my front door.
The apartment feels empty, but right at the same time.
I feel like I’d been needing this for many reasons.
I was falling in love with my best friend.
I was confused with all of my emotions, and I’m sorry I couldn’t figure it out sooner.