Music/title: Entertainment; Rise Against
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“(All as if we have something to prove)”
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Playing with afternoon light, pt. 3.
Rise Against
[02/03] All we are are pretty faces, picture perfect bottled rage.. (Packaged synthesized versions of you)
Music/title: Entertainment; Rise Against
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“Guarantees then obligations.”
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Playing with afternoon light, pt. 2.
[01/03] But this is more than entertainment, in a world so sick with pain.. (This is the only thing that’s real or true)
Music/title: Entertainment; Rise Against
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But was it really worth it?
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Playing with afternoon light, pt. 1.
10.25.14 [5/52] All because of you, I haven’t slept in so long. When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean…
Music/title: The Good Left Undone; Rise Against
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There are still days where I miss showing off..
Except- Now it’s different. Now I get to show what I have, not just what I am.
What I have. What I have become. What I will be…
The whole world feels it is within my reach;
unraveling with each and every step..
…And I want it all.
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I’ll follow your voice, all you have to do is shout it out..
Because we won’t back down; we won’t run and hide.. ‘Cause these are the things that we can’t deny.
Music/title: Satellite; Rise Against
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“I miss the ever living out of you.. You make me more happy than anything else on this planet. From the day I first met you I wanted you to be as happy with *you* as I am with you. And I want to be together with you for as long as I can. I never want to say goodbye and don’t think I ever did want to, nor will I ever.
And you’re right, this isn’t perfect. It feels so much better than that. We have found the person that brings out our darkness and at same time calms it. And I still don’t 100% understand it all. I just know that I want this. And while I would have moved heaven and earth to get it a year ago.. Now it’s just happening. And it is falling into place like it has been there all along.”
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Ross moved out.
These are sitting by my front door.
The apartment feels empty, but right at the same time.
I feel like I’d been needing this for many reasons.
I was falling in love with my best friend.
I was confused with all of my emotions, and I’m sorry I couldn’t figure it out sooner.
