And he told me, “Son, when they all come looking for you, where you gonna run?”


Music/title: Snowship (Thomas Jack Remix); Benjamin Francis Leftwich
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“Your heart’s wired up to the eyes in your head,
and they’re flashing bright.”

. .. …
 

I look back, and I am reminded every reason my heart latched onto yours.
The reasons I denied for so long, now seem so very important.

Still, my chest swells and collapses within your eyes…

.

A ta?

/ / /
 
“I was only looking for the treasure in the dark.”

05.02.15 [32/52] And in the midst of this self-inflicting pain, I can see my beautiful rescue…


Music/title: My Beautiful Rescue; This Providence
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“I should’ve known from day one.”

. …. .

 

I wasn’t ready..
But some days I think it was best.
Some days I try to imagine it any other way,
And I get stuck in this endless loop.. “What if, what it?”

I didn’t know that day, but you did..
You watched me, waiting- Holding your heart in your hands for so long.
I watched you love me like I’d never seen anyone love another..
And I took it all for granted.
 

Here I thought I’d never feel love like that.  I never thought I’d find my own heart pound out of my chest, the way yours always did.. But here I am. Here we are, three years later..

 

..I’m ready now.

 

/ / /

 
Wash my hands, these bloody hands…